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Maybe it was to escape the overwhelming solitude that I created for myself, or maybe it was the sheer boredom... I wanted to watch people, be surrounded by them but at the same be separate. To judge them. Make a fool of myself. Feel like I'm somewhere above it all.
Everything was fancy. Some things I tried for the first time and felt like I came from the mountains. But I realized how indulgent the rich can be. I lurked at the lobby, usually at some couch in the corner. Saw people coming in and out of glass doors. Children playing, running around the pool. They wore happy faces. Everyone seemingly busy, excited, readying for something... For a wedding, a family reunion, parties... Maybe I wanted to be part of something similar - feel like you belong and that you're part of some big happening... Or maybe I shouldn't have been there 'cause it only made the feeling of isolation grow more. No. I guess I wanted that. The anonymity, the feeling of being a stranger, or a watcher... In the end, this whole shit never meant anything that's significant. Just me feeding my childishness.
I'm leaving this room in a few minutes.
Everything was fancy. Some things I tried for the first time and felt like I came from the mountains. But I realized how indulgent the rich can be. I lurked at the lobby, usually at some couch in the corner. Saw people coming in and out of glass doors. Children playing, running around the pool. They wore happy faces. Everyone seemingly busy, excited, readying for something... For a wedding, a family reunion, parties... Maybe I wanted to be part of something similar - feel like you belong and that you're part of some big happening... Or maybe I shouldn't have been there 'cause it only made the feeling of isolation grow more. No. I guess I wanted that. The anonymity, the feeling of being a stranger, or a watcher... In the end, this whole shit never meant anything that's significant. Just me feeding my childishness.
I'm leaving this room in a few minutes.
Summer Trip Before Summer Ends
Just returned from another summer trip! But it's different this time 'cause I spent it with a group. Travelling with company does have its plus sides (the most important of which is that I can save a lot on lodging). I don't know how I managed to pull off being with other people on that vacation - I guess it was just a lesson of tolerance.
I was with students doing their on the job training in companies at Cebu. Cebu, though industrialized and filled with buildings growing ever higher, is also famous for its natural wonders and pristine beaches, and with the help of a very good friend, he was a Jesuit brother and a true Cebuano, we were able
Summer Anime
Since it's summer, I have some free time to watch anime, especially the new ones. I’ll just list them down and comment on each. I’m not planning on watching ALL of these ‘til their respective season finales. I just checked on some to see if they’re worth continuing.
1. Oregairu 2
Story: Though it looks like a “romcom”, it really isn’t. It centers around Hikigaya and his twisted outlook on life. His homeroom teacher decides to help “cure” him by forcing him to join a club with another social outcast – the haughty miss perfect, Yukino.
Comments: Been looking forward to this!
Summer Cooking
I discovered this crazy cooking themed anime called Shougeki no Souma. I love cooking anime shows - Cooking Master Boy, Yakitate Japan, Mr. Ajiko. For me, the best thing about them are the funny, over the top reactions to the food. Shougeki no Souma mixed that with sexiness, I mean there's tentacle action in the very first episode. It's really funny.
I got new games too. Got a copy of Under Night In-Birth, an awesome 2D fighting anime game, and Diablo 3: Reaper of Souls. Bought these during my summer trip. I'll tell more about that with the sketches that I uploaded here: Siquijor Dumaguete Trip :D
Summer ain't over yet! I still have plans t
It's That Season Again!
A shortage of water for many hours everyday, long power outages also everyday, not to mention the HEAT!
Yup. It's summer here in our beautiful place - Asia's Latin City... *sigh*
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THis is pure art, a feeling illustrated and written out, that many will undoubtedly experience at least once in their lifetime. Even in this solitude you describe, you aren't alone man. Totally understand what you mean.